fun and peace

[tarldarquist]

Hi, i simply want my peace and a bit fun. Most games are programmed bad with bugs and irrational uninteresting things to do. I like to have it a bit more clean and staight. I am a egoisitc, autistic, order loving fat old man.
I like it simple and slow.

Too much game are also too fast but have a good graphics, City of Heroes, Champions Online. I like to play them SOLO. ALONE ! But i like to have SOMETIMES peoples around me. Real ppl. Not NPC ! I like to deal in auction houses, I like to make money to the point, i must not ask for to buy something. In games i want not the real world !!! I want have fun !

Perhaps some people think other than me. Its ok for me. I want not be understanded from all the world ! I past 47 years on this damn world and i was much times near the grave . I have my own way.

I like to game-cheat. Because very much games are made TOO STUPID !!!! I like to makro and to use bots. I only like PVP, when i must not swing the sword for myself. Because I AM VERY SLOW. I am more strategic than actionlike. I more use armies or a groupe to control than hit with my own fists.

I dont like to hurt other people because i simply also not want to be hurt. But sometimes i will be hitten. And sometimes its a games idea to hit others. Like in Zynga Mafia Wars. But these games i like to cheat with BOTs. I am also a bit peacefull and selfish. There was much silence and lonelynes in my life . And still is.

I want not be the best, but i want be good and do a good job. I like to send free gifts to my 1100 friends in Facebook and i like to have much friends there. But i dislike too much personal contacts. Because i cannot handle this fast action with my brain. This i mean with autistic. I much live in other phantasies and not on earth.
Life has a cool graphics but is crewl place and a bad game.

I like to play games and one of my greatest wishes is to make my own phantasy place
In X-Beyond and Upgrades i can create this. But there are too many bugs sometimes. And the game crashes after a while gaming.

I also do not buy computers, i buy components and move them together to a computer. My job in the moment is to fill up pepper and salt shakers at the near airport, loooool, because there i have a 50% job and ppl do not need old and autistic men. But its ok, I have my silence, and this is good. 50% work, 50% gaming.

I only write this for you as a information and not as a warning, because sometimes i am a bit corious . And silent.
Stefan